February 2011
Anonymous asked: i know i should get help, but i'm honestly not sure that i want it.
January 2011
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Anonymous asked: Thank you for listening.<3
peaceloverespect asked: Are my asks going through? I just posted something but it just showed a white box :S
Anonymous asked: i told my mom i'm depressed and want to see a counselor.
she doesn't believe me.
lovely.
the cuts are getting worse. deeper. more often.
fuck.
she doesn't believe me.
lovely.
the cuts are getting worse. deeper. more often.
fuck.
Anonymous asked: Ok, so its been nearly a week since i last cut and i think i might be done with it for good this time, its not been easy so far but im getting there.My bestfriend found out and her crying seemed to change things. I feel guilty though, i havent been going out with my boyfriend for long but we've been friends for ages and i feel bad that he's not dating the person he thinks he is. But...
merlins-pantss asked: i love the way you always strive to help other people, no matter what you're going through. you're such a genuine inspiration, and so ridiculously beautiful too :) be strong ♥
itsalwaysdarkestbeforetheedawnn asked: IM SO SORRY it took so long to request you <3 i was away at a hospitall...but i love your blog. <3 you were rightt for saying i'd like it!
mizzmathers asked: ur blog is amazing to read.
Anonymous asked: Do you know anything that can coverup/ heal scars faster, I need something waterproof because he wants to hottub and I cant let him see all the cuts on my stomach. I just can't.
circularthoughts asked: I just have to follow you. This blog makes me feel so much less alone than I have been feeling lately. Its amazing that even when you have a boyfriend, family, friends, and a job how lonely you can feel when you are a self-injurer.
i just finished cutting. and i hadn’t done it in about a week. i feel so much better. it still burns and stings because my shirt is over it. i sometimes wish i didnt though, whenever i cut. im depressed and i go to therapy every week but it’s like that small shred of happiness only lasts for like the rest of that day. i go home and look at myself and the cycle re-starts. so many people...
Anonymous asked: I cut the word failure into my skin so that when I look at it, I see the word. It's there as a constant reminder that I'm not worth recovery. I wish I didn't do it.
peaceloverespect asked: Hope you're okay sweets xxx
curbedenthousiasm asked: Is everything ok? I'm always here if you want to talk. <3
Anonymous asked: hello
my girlfriend has severe depression and this blog is very triggering for her. even though she knows, she has trouble staying away from it. So im respectfully asking you if you can change your url, so she can't go on. Please.
thank you very much
my girlfriend has severe depression and this blog is very triggering for her. even though she knows, she has trouble staying away from it. So im respectfully asking you if you can change your url, so she can't go on. Please.
thank you very much
scarsaretoodeep asked: Hey there. I hope this doesn't come off like I'm a creeper but I was thinking about you, hoping you're doing okay today. Please take care! You're amazing, even if you don't know that!
vulcan994 asked: I hope you have a great day.
You really need something good to happen.
Maybe it just might make you smile.
And for real this time.
Good luck.
You really need something good to happen.
Maybe it just might make you smile.
And for real this time.
Good luck.
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I want to DIE. Be with all my fellow slitters!...
Grr I want to die. nothing goes right :’( ever.
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sinnerssneversleep-deactivated2 asked: I don't know you, but I've just been reading your story, and well I've found my self crying at it, I sincerely hope you're okay!
It's so touching<3
It's so touching<3
newermind asked: I can't stop , I just can't .
I cut four times yesterday ,
with a leg razor .
so I have ,
12 cuts.
It didn't hurt when It happened, ,
Just after, when I was trying to sleep .
It kept rubbing against my pajama pants, and the bed..
I really want to cut deeper and longer to see if I can feel it,
Because that's...
I cut four times yesterday ,
with a leg razor .
so I have ,
12 cuts.
It didn't hurt when It happened, ,
Just after, when I was trying to sleep .
It kept rubbing against my pajama pants, and the bed..
I really want to cut deeper and longer to see if I can feel it,
Because that's...
everythingwillbewonderful asked: you reblogged one of my photos from quotedphotography.tumblr.com. i'm so honored<333 thank youuuu. i love your tumblr. you're amazing.
Anonymous asked: i am so, so depressed right now. and i dont even know why.
Anonymous asked: I have nothing to live for. I won't kill myself, but i keep harming myself in other ways other than cutting. I don't bother living. I stopped talking, studying, smiling, listening to others, cleaning , neglecting my physical appearance, etc. I just eat chocolate and anything sweet. i don't care for proper meals. I don't care for myself. I am never there. I have no friends. I...
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You smoke to enjoy it. I smoke to die.
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I fucking hate this.
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I need to get out of the house before I do...
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My problem is that I can't stay mad. I always end...
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This all just really fucking sucks.
I’m sorry okay? I made a fucking mistake. And I have to live with it every fucking day of my life. All of those images play on repeat in my head. They force me to lie awake at night, for hours on end. I wish so bad I could take it back, but I can’t. I’m so fucking sorry, you just don’t understand. /’:
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Now it's just too late. And we can't go back. I'm...
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